Finally, a new update.
I finished up block 11 tonight. I really should have finished this days ago, but I have been in a bit of a funk and sewing just hasn't been calling to me. This block has (I think) four more flower pieces to add on after the top is sewn together. They remind me of Christmas lights, and I can't say that they are my favorite of this quilt. I should have changed them up a bit.
I have two more blocks left and the top will be finished (minus the applique border--still thinking on that). The center applique block of this quilt has initials appliqued of the maker, but I am thinking about putting in a cat instead in tribute to my Gracie. I am pretty sure losing her is a big part of the reason for my moods recently too, she has really left a huge hole in my heart. I have a facebook friend who recently wrote something about our pets aren't kids, basically to stop referring them in this way (and he does have a dog). I didn't respond to that, nor did I ever reference Gracie in that way--I know he wasn't talking about anything I said, but the fact is that some pets just leave huge holes in our hearts. Seeing that he posted it so soon after I wrote about her being put down was not great timing however.
They become a big part of our families (if we are lucky) for a large number of years. I think sometimes people say things without thinking--or in an effort to just be a curmudgeon or sarcastic, but quite honestly I have loved our family pets more than some people I have to be in contact with. Pets have a way of bringing out joy and calmness in people who are otherwise stuck (be it depression or mentally incapable for whatever reason). If animals didn't bring out these human emotions, service animals would be ineffective and non-existent.
So no, our pets aren't human kids, but you cannot dismiss or diminish their part in the lives of people who love them entirely. Anyway... I guess I had to get that all off my chest. I can't say I feel better, but eventually it will be as with any loss. And for anyone who doesn't know my story, I have buried two parents when I was 32 and 33, along with grandparents, mother in law, uncles, and a nephew. I do know close loss of the human kind. Maybe they are different to some, but that loss is still there and the pain can last for a long time.
Maybe now I can get back to sewing again.